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14th January 2009, Wednesday

There were too much of small yet hard decisions to be made starting of this semester... priorities ain't right somewhere here and there. priorities ain't dependent on me alone, there are a lot of other obligations to be considered before i thought it should be of priority.

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there was this one fine day where the three of us were having our brunch nearby ucsi. it was all good, but kept me thinking for some time...

in the midst of trying to figure out whether our food were nice or burned, both of them started talking about how good year 2008 was to them and how 2009 will be better. it was exciting listening to them talking about their experiences in that past year, yet it was confusing looking at my own year. it seemed a little too saddening to know that i don't really care or reflect, or probably i am choosing not to face the lessons i came across in 2008. And nonetheless, nothing to look forward to in 2009.

the way the both of them reflected on and reassured their own self-image was indeed very interesting. it is good knowing them, and having them inspiring me.

thanks nitia, thanks aple.

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life is still good. needless to say, god has been very good to me. i really appreciated the good health given to my mom, and there was not much complications and nothing malignant discovered. but it really did gave me some sleepless night, but no one knows...

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i am losing some friends. and i shall start making some in my next stage of life...
there were too much complications when a friend is no longer just a friend.
but i still love them nonetheless..

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really anticipating chinese new year...
i am really looking forward to that...
just hoping that there won't be anything bad enough to spoil my mood.
wee....