They WoW-ed me!

28th May 2009, Thursday

I MOST DEFINITELY ADORE THEM!

time to put that smile upside down

26th May 2009, Tuesday

Things are just so awkwardly amazing....
And as i grow, i started believing in fate...
A lot of things amused me so much but nothing much can be of an answer to those questions that i had in mind...
Spirits, energy, fate...

So there i was, walking towards south tower of Gardens...
I met up with steven raj, and he looked awesome with his body built...
I held all the certs in my hand, never even had the time to think about what would i be questioned, and how i should answer...
The day before was a mess for me, and there were a lot of hang-over distressing thoughts i carried with me to the interview...
I can't stop thinking why was i so gullible...

This interview meant nothing more than just trying my luck after waiting for such a long gruesome period of time...

There i was, being brought into the director's room...
i was nervous by then as i came back to reality...
as i realized that i am going through a serious interview, i kind of lose my head a little...
Interview ended.
and on my way home i receive the call...
i got the job...

Being called once again, to be informed that i was shorlisted after a long while, everything seemed so awkwardly awesome...
to pull through the interview, to being confirmed that i am getting that job, it's awfully distressing...

it's strange how i got shortlisted and being offered shortly 2 hours after the interview...
i thought they have more candidates to interview...
i thought i can sit comfortably in this receptionist chair without having to crack my head to think of how to tell the bosses that had been so darn good, at least to me...

Accepting this job means that i will be staying on for quite a period of time...
I will have to forego my postgraduate education at least for a year of two...

Too much things, too little room for thought in my mind now...

well, at least if i were to persist long enough, i will get my own namecards from mid valley... glamour....
yay?

25th May 2009, Monday

WHY AM I SO GULLIBLE??????

Don't mess with me la!

23rd May 2009, Saturday

Just when i thought i was contented with my working life...

Mid Valley CALLED TO INFORM ME THAT I AM SHORTLISTED AND ASKED ME TO GO FOR AN INTERVIEW WITH THE DIRECTOR!!!

i've been waiting since forever...
i've been sms-ing and calling since forever...
i've been crying over it since forever...

but now....
why must you call after i've settled for another job?
why must you call when i've tried my very best to talk myself over it?
why must you call when i thought i've forgotten about you????

IT'S FREAKING STRESSFUL FOR ME!!!!!

working life

23rd May 2009, Saturday

My life has been a little more uplifting...
Although I wasn't so keen about the job that i am currently doing,
Although i am not fond of talking about my job title,
I am not hating it either...

I have my own workstation...
I have a bunch of colleugues who would definitely not throw trashes on my table and demand something deemed impossible from me...
I have my own workstation where i have total control over it...
I have designated tasks to complete and not to be bossed around...
I can order anything that i think should be replenish...
Power and control over these small things were great as i know that at least i am not being treated as trash cleaner or office boy...
I have bosses who knows who i am and at least are treating me well for this point of time...
I kind of have some planning for at least a year down the road, knowing what i can possibly do, with a few possible options to choose from...
I appreciate my sleep more...
I cherish weekends like I never had one before...

Well, all these might change, but at least i am contented with who i am now...

My days of work (in chronological order)















Weekends were spent with mom...
eg. Watson's big make-up thingy the other day in 1U
Yes, i am with make-up *roll-eyes* I can do way better than them...





Had fish the other day.... Everyone one fish...
*yum*
Apparently everyone there orders one fish per person....
Don't really know why...
But it's yummy, and famous...





And I pet my pet...
=)



Yes, that was her purr-ing sound...
She's so manja!

19th May 2009, Tuesday

Working is something that i looked forward to,
But only applicable if i were to work on something that i am interested in...

I always liked to dress up nicely,
provided it's once-in-a-while occasion and not a daily routine...

I'm always punctual,
But it's really too much to be 2 hours earlier everyday...

I do treasure the time spent with my mother,
but not seeing her everyday every hour...

........................................................

There were too many issues ongoing in my mind...
But if you were to ask me how's work...
I guess i would say, at least i feel a little more useful than stay at home...
And yay, i have my own workstation where i can bring in my slippers, my water bottle, my cup, my soft toys, my bed, my potty, my kitchen, my guinea pigs, H1N1 virus.... you know what i mean....

But the last thing i hated most would be this...
"So where are you working now?", one might ask...
"In mom's company.."
Before i can finish the sentence, someone would yell
"She's not under me!!"

I totally despise her attitude.
It's bad enough that i have to see her everyday every moment.
why so defensive?
yes, your daughter's working in the same company, so what?
can't you be proud?
who's idea was that at the very first to work here huh?

FYI, she's really a drama queen.
really is...

parents are great only when you see them once a while...

12th May 2009, Tuesday

Days were gloomy for more than a month...
when life seems to be meaningless, friends came around and it was very comforting to know that there were many others who can share their laughters with me throughout those days...
I guess it's no harm to experience extreme depression once in a long while...
it opens up my mind tremendously to feel the intensity of the contradicting emotions...
i don't really know what am i writing anymore, cos it's been quite some time since i'm engaged in deep, meaninful, positive thoughts...

the main point is, i am truly grateful to have friends...
i had never felt so deep appreciation towards friendship...
in the midst of me giving stress to myself, constantly pressuring myself, and having really pessimistic thoughts of my future, they made great companies...
they tried to understand, even if they don't, they were very supportive...
i am glad that i had a bunch of friends who are very positive and encouraging and genuine...

Penang trip with my wives were superb in giving me an emotional boost...


They were people whom i can talk to in regards to anything under the sun...
They were never judgemental towards me...
I am truly lucky to have them by my side...
Each of them is different, but unique...
Let me show you one...


And this is the group pic in Penang...
Thanks Gwen for the accomodation and all...


After the trip i had 3-days work with Magnolia...


Then had Early Mother's Day celebration as Kau Fu's going to NY for 20days work...
I so love my family...
Especially my kau fu...
He was the only male role model for me when i was young...
and he did a great job...


Then when i was really down under, i had no outlet, no one to go to...
That's when Aple came to the pic...
She is a very sincere friend...
Thanks Aple for doing everything you did...
If it wasn't you, i guess i still can't get out of that pit...
Aple brought me all the way up Genting...
And that was me camwhoring with her car and her...


Then we met Gwen and Yuki and Boss up there...
It was pure luck...
And the feeling was so great meeting them there...
Gwen's one of those who can make me teary if i see her during my bad days...
don't really know why...


Then it's Johor trip with shanna, hui ru, kwang, and mei mei...
With good food, and good travel companions, who can be depress any longer?


They brought me to KOPI 434 to buy some KOPI O...


Then had bak kut teh in the morning...
and yes shanna, hui ru's dad's awesome!
so were ur dad, and mom, and hui ru's mom...
All were so friendly and welcoming...
and both of you were very good host...


i had eye-bag...


it was a sungai, not sea...


nana's passion fruit tree...


nana's grass


nana's house...






I was worried at first...
Cos i was kinda the last-minute passenger, and i wasn't sure whether i can cope with my own emotion so not to spoil the whole trip for others...
I was uncertain of how well i can control myself...
yet, it was effortless..
everyone of them was cheerful, humorous, and good enough for everything...
i really do appreciate all of you girls, and erm... guy... =)

On mother's day, me, mom, and grandma went for dinner..
it was simple, but nice...
and i love them all...


in between moments, i had some time out with esther and vincent...
and thought of many others who had been in my life...
friends are really great...

i went to genting... played bowling...


took photo with horsey...


and a camel (right? no i think it's still horsey...)


with who?
i had no idea how to address him anymore....

anyone wants?

6th may 09, wednesday

*posted in lowyat.net also. if interested pls contact me =)

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6th May 2009, Wednesday

I had it this time round...
At last I had enough reasons to really do it...
I won't have any regrets now...
I really had it this time...

I am officially single.

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4th May 2009, Monday

It has been a long and fulfilling weekend...
with friday being the public holiday, i had three consecutive shopping days...

everyday went really well, with well-planned shopping routine, and with something in mind to buy...
if they were ordinary days, i would be very satisfied...
but too bad, they weren't...

I had in mind too many things...
I am yet to get a job that i am really interested in...
I am yet to commence my work, and today's already Monday, which i should already been starting work...
I am very restless...
when can you confirm my job offer?
almost everyone's been working for this freaking internship, why not me?????

I had a grade lower than what others think i should be getting...
when i knew it was a B, i thought i was fine...
but when mom start bugging me, it turned out upsetting to me...
i am too into what people's expectations...

i've always been very into exams and assignments...
cos although it requires knowledge to answer, another part of these that i find it fascinating, is my ability to gage what the lecturer wants for exams...
i always thought of what were required out of me, which questions would be out, and how well i can catch the lecturers' mind when i study for exams or assignments...
higher grades, simply meant that i got the lecturer right...
lower grades, indicated the other way round...
this time round, i had it bad...
but i never doubt my knowledge....

BIG SIGH...