i was quite disappointed yesterday as i broke the record of my life. (or should i be happy cause now i set a new record in the STEPHZ BOOK OF RECORD!)
Yupz, once again i conked out my weighing scale.
Yupz, the needle was broken into 2 even only my right foot was standing on it.
Can you just imagine how seriously heavy i am NOW?
I am looking FAT!
"No, you're not!"
"Hey come on! take a good look at me and you'll see what is FAT..."
"No la, you are tall what, so it's not obvious."
"Come on la, it's only ##kg, this is ideal for you height."
Nah~ i am fed up of all these. if i keep telling myself that it's alright, it's just another kg, it wouldn't do me any harm, etc, i am just going to gain all the weight in the world and die looking fat! So yeah, friends, i needed all your support and not all those 'rationalized' excuses which will only motivates me to eat, eat and eat! My plan now is to starve myself to death. I'll only put liquid into my mouth for one whole month. (can i survive? i'm not sure. that's why i am calling this the'starve-to-death-diet-program rather than calling it the ultimate atkins diet program or anything similar to that.)
i know very well the obvious side effect (i mean the obvious ones cause the not so obvious ones such as health problem does not affect me NOW, so i just don't care.) is...
1) i'll not have the energy to work.
2) i'll be easily irritated and short tempered.
3) i'll be depress.
4) if i were to fail this attemp my picture might appear in the newspaper headlines.
5) if my family were to know about my attemp they'll laugh at me and give no support, and i'll hate them for life (i guess).
but now the only problem is that it's really hard to kick off my plan. MAN! it's hard because i am a very impatient girl. first day is always hard because i wouldn't be able to see the effects and there's no satisfaction! once i do it for a week or so, i will become a lil' more motivated. so yeah, keep me in prayers, whatever it is.
Yupz, no matter what, i prefer to be a skinny dog than a fat dog...
3 comments:
girl a...
i agree with fifi ler..
u know how lucky u r or not??
ppl in africa wanna eat oso got nothing for them to eat ar!!!
some more if u starve too long u will have gastric one ar??
do more exercise la.. tats definitely a better way..
so don starve urself k..
do more exercise!! like wat i m doin now!!
add oil ya!!
hey..i noe ur feeling la..gals r always in DIET..forever n ever.. although many ppl say i m ok edi..but i think i m fat oso..so is same..but i would never ask myself not to eat..coz i noe tis wont work..n..i love to eat..kekeke!! n if u don eat..u not only got health prob. but wont really get thin..ll even be fatter!coz u juz lost d 'water' inside ur body..juz temporary thin k! if u really wan diet..muz excersice la!!n eat less..but not only liquid de food..u can eat less rice but more vege..n eat more fruits..fruits wont make u fat k! hey..how about we go excer 2gether? coz i m damm boring..somemore i oso long time din swim liao..swimming is gd..u ll get a nice body shape if always swim..
n another is try to 'bangsai' once everyday..den sure wont fat la..
seriously..u r not consider in 'fat' group la! n me too.. juz u n me don satisfy our weight n always wanna thin more thin more.. haha!! ur weight high doesn't mean u r fat..we muz look d whole body ma..mayb u heard a lot of tis..but i really wan to say again..u so tall!! n don look fat at all! u oso don hav tummy! if ur weight juz higher than me a lil bit while u taller than me so much..den u vy cacat liao la..tat time is not leng leng goh sum nin..is 'chan chan goh sum nin' la..ur weight high is bcoz of ur bone..not ur lemak la k! ur leg even thinner than me la..
okla..too much for a comment edi.. me nowadays only wan my skin be gd gd only..if not i oso ll vy depress.. take gd care ya!
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