after a long time...

20th October 2007, Saturday

everyone has been complaining that they NEED to squint their eyes whenever they read my blog. and after spending only 5 minutes looking through the blog entries, some told me that they need a day rest on the bed because it was hard work looking through the white letters on a black background (yupz, i am just exaggerating... but it is tru to some extent). now that i've changed the colors, don't ever give me excuses!!! (haha... i know that my taste of color combination s*ucks, yeah, what do you expect? i am not artistic also...)

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Have been a little ignorant nowadays. i found myself reluctant to receive calls, avoiding social functions, and also lazy to reply messages, regardless of emails or sms. have been kinda anti-social and was not looking forward to any gatherings at all...

it was Sean's birthday yesterday. i had been figuring out what to get him as his 24 years old birthday present. been looking through digital gadgets but they are so darn expensive.

the day before his birthday i cried. i was juggling between compiling my group assignment and plans for his birhtday. initially i thought of giving him a small surprise at 12 midnight but i couldn't because i was hooked up with the assignment. (my group mates did do their parts, it's just me... i couldn't afford to leave the assignment hanging and attend to it after that because i wanted to finish it before i have any fun (luckily it was over). he came over and brought me and my lappie to McD and it was how we spent his big night together...

I did nothing really special but Sean was really sweet. I thought he would be really disappointed (you bet i would if i were him!), but he told me one thing, that he doesn't matter how the celebration was, doesn't matter what kind of presents he had, he felt special as long as i am the one who celebrates with him. (i did buy him a really nice present and brought him to a really nice restaurant for dinne...)

He bought himself a PDA phone, a phone that he liked so much, and treated it as a present from me to him (although i didn't fork out any money). and i got his old phone. i am going to fix the navigation bar and change the cover so that it looks as new.

muaks dear, happy birhtday!

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haven't been organizing myself these days. my life is getting messy and i just don't know how deal with it. have been procratinating much lately. it's not doing me any good. it's really not. i am beginning to see the bad effects... my oh my...

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on a happy note, i will be going to Bangkok with my mom this coming weekend. will be spending 3 days 2 nights with her and i shall bring along an empty luggage bag for goodies. haha... i am expecting to spend like a mad dog in Bangkok because i just got my salary... (although it's not that much a sum).

updates... nothing to write anymore le. it's kinda noisy here because my cousins (the 4 musketeers) are running around, crying, fighting, want this, want that... (you guessed it! i am in my uncle's house, doing some back-up of his laptop for him.)

weeee...............