26th February 2009, Wednesday

I've been missing in action since so long cos whenever i had thoughts in my mind i wasn't anywhere near an online-d computer with my hardisk or my phone cable to upload any photos (as people always filed in the same complain that my blog is full of words...)

To start with, this is me during Chinese New Year...



I know... I know... It's kinda embarassing... I wasn't keen in taking this type of photos (and i am very much comfortable with my pouted mouth than trying to be something of an odd kind...) Thanks to mom... She always loved her little girl trying all sorts of girlish poses ever since i was young. I called this mother's love...

Yups, i prefer to see myself like this...



I had a rather matured CNY...
Where aunties and uncles will stop saying things like "Wah so big girl ady?" cos it's really obvious that since a few years ago i'd stopped growing any bigger but just older...
Where everyone thought that i started work...
Where i have to squeeze as many ang pows as possible from anyone who visits us cos i figured that i don't have much time left to be receiving anymore...
Where there will be no longer a really big crowd of friends getting along together to go door by door visiting...
Even at times felt lonesome during festive seasons...
And i realized that i might not be spending CNY with family if i were to be given some other circumstances, eg working in another place, etc...
But while i still have the privilege to enjoy the days, i thought my guinea pigs should too...



This is my baby with the mandarin orange skin... Muahahaha... Evil me...

And this is my current boyfriend...



Yup it's him! ahahahaha....

Also, CNY was celebrated with my wives... Although we didn't make it during the 15 days, but nevertheless i count it in cos we still had yee sang...



Then it's Valentine's day.... Where it started sweet....



I received a very sincere bouquet of flower from him. He told me that on special occasion like this day i should have a bouquet of flower... It was kinda out of my expectation cos last time i thought to myself that i would use the flower to smack my boyfriend if i happen to get one cos i'd rather get something else that is of the same value and can be kept...
But this time round i ended up feeling sweet. I knew it's his effort in making it my day...



I even had a photo with Minnie Mouse...



We walked around, and had Cinnabon...



And dine in Sakae Sushi...



I had to say, it wasn't well-planned. And it wasn't what i thought i should be doing the whole day... But i know if he was to do something big and expensive i will smack him with japanese slippers cos we are trying really hard to save... So yeah, the day seemed to be alright now...
It didn't really ended well cos i had this stupid argument with my mom and there were too many things related to sparking that cat-fight. with these kind of thing happening it would be very convenient for me to start off another argument with him. That makes it a bad Valentine's day...
But it was all good now...

Then it was Liew's birthday...



A really last minute plan to genting. room was expensive, time was indefinitely constraint, but we had big fun from driving up on an iswara, to feeling the vomit halfway out, to gambling in casino, to blowing the candles, and everything else seemed so perfect.

They left early cos since it was a last minute plan everyone had something on the next day. I was the only one without any commitment so i stayed on till noon and took cable car down. it was awful having to sit alone with no one around, and surrounded by almost all-emptied cable cars all the way through. it was eerie to think about crash landing and no one will notice...



There waa another one fine day where i thought i would be lucky enough to win some big money in casino so sean and i drove all the donkey way up and ended up almost losing rm800+. we did ended up losing a lot, but not that much, and we thought it would be good to just walk around and take some random photos....



And last but not least, this is me posing with our very own psychology club t shirt (our pride and joy) i must admit that this is the best club t shirt i ever had in my life.



and this is v-soy by ah kwang--- super gentleman....



I figured that life is very philosophical... it came to a time where i got so tired of debating what's right and what's wrong... now i am choosing to listen, getting points across aint's significant anymore cos it doesn't mean it'll be accepted the way it should be...