stress

12th October 2oo6, Thursday.

it's another Thursday. somehow or rather, the thought of the day after thursday makes me feel a lil' stressed and dull. well, what to expect? i was so broke, i have so little pocket money for a week, i have a big appetite, and i love to spend! so my alternative from robbing a bank would be to work while i still have the time. first year ain't that stress. (or is this statement a myth? i feel double dose of stress right now!)

yeah~ assignment again. this time is a group assignment. and guess what? it's a marketing assignment. i really couldn't understand why are we forced to take some subjects that are not really related to our field? (ya, i know, everything is related to psychology... ladida dida...) and for god's sake, we had our first fight about discussion. i was particularly upset with one of the member. until now i couldn't figure what the hell she did! she gives the never-ending excuses that she is doing this la, doing that la, no time la, still searching for info la, the email can't get through la, blame this la, blame that la, but never admit that it's her fault! what the fuck! we can actually boycott her and inform the lecturer about her attitude and our dissatisfaction towards her, and she'll get kicked out of the group, yet, we were so good, so humble, so 'understanding', so 'helpful', so 'emphathetic', and so STUPID not to do that. i am really really really disappointed about everything that she didn't do. she is getting the marks effortlessly!

i know that i can't blame everything on her. i am not a good member either. i procrastinate until the last minute. i am reluctant to get my butt to work. i am not a perfectionist, i don't check through my work over and over again. i am just too lazy to read at all the sources and info that i got through the net. things were very hard especially during the second last week. it's stressful. everyone was stresses, especially the one who is doing the compilation of the assignment. i pity him, i truly do. because i know that we were not working hard enough, we were very lazy to use the brain. we just turned oursleves off.

everything is going to over now. at least after today, i get to lead my normal life... for a while.

wee........