3rd October 2oo6, Tuesday.
those were the days when we had our every-saturaday-activities in school, recess together, making fun of one another. i really did enjoy the moments when we sat at the small shed in the school (astaka) and talked about eveything under the sun. those were the days where we actually skipped the chinese language classes and chat the whole day through. i really did reminisce about the days we had together.
somehow or rather, i felt as if things are not the same anymore. there's one point in time i felt rather insecure. i was a lil' jealous when i saw the friends hanging around them, when i was not in the picture, when we actually seldom contact each other anymore. the last time that we actualy hung out together was during his birthday. i was looking forward to the occassion, yet it didn't turn out the way i was expecting. it wasn't that fun for me, i felt a lil' left out, and the feeling wasn't the same as last time anymore. i no longer felt the sense of belonging. everyone of us looked stress, everyone of us seemed to have not allocated enough time to spend together, everyone of us seemed a lil' intolerant and grumpy.
we had such fun during secondary school. having rojak together, sharing our favourite veg, teasing him who ain't that 'macho', we even worked together during school holidays. we shared our problems with one another, even the private things we talked through together. most of the times we were not able to give any good advises, we seemed to trust one another though.
things started to change when we had bf. she had a happy relationship, and i were just starting to have bf. he was left alone, and he felt a lil' upset and lonely. we were constantly hanging out with our bf, while he was left there entertaining himself, all alone. moving on to form6 didn't make things well. we were having conflict whether to choose science or art stream. we moved on to different classes, and i've been rather a lil' outdated. but we still did contact one another, sometimes.
now that everyone of us are in different universities, which are so far apart, we have no time for one another. assignments and different break time kept us further apart. we no longer can get together that often. hopefully we'll still remember one another even after a long period of time.
take care buddies.
3 comments:
me too missing all my form 6 gang of fren.. few of them were studyin abroad now n few more goin oversea soon... haizzz...
wei... 8 of my social hours are with u girls o... be proud k....
think of each of our face la..
cute rite... pretty rite....
happy or not???? hehehhe....
I miss the time we have together last time. Steph,just wanna tell u that,every time when I am upset,every time I feel stress,and every time I was moody,you and Esther are always in my mind. I dd not forget u guys,but I really wanna appologize for causing you feel apart during my birthday celebration. Ya,I did feel left behind sometimes,but I am happy for having both of you walking along with me this few years. Don worry,both of you are always is my mind.
me oso miss 'those day'...
no doubt tat d feelings is not d same now..coz we r growing older n becm more mature..not like last time so naive so cute..kekeke! now we hav to consider many things many factors to make a step or decision..d past r always so sweet..tats y we hav to live life to d fullest..so tat when we r old n think back of d past, we will smile..deep in our heart..so, be happy in every stage of ur life.. v cant remain d same life style.. coz time is passing every moment n we hav to improve ourself..not to stand at d same 'stage'..
sorry tat make u upset coz u may think u r left out from our gang.. but for sure..3 of us r still 'triplet' (wat a weird name.. ^,^)..
i understand d feeling of disappointed when u cant get wat u expect..coz i always feel it! lolz..but v still need to go on our life happily mer..tis hope gone..another coming..haha! sometimes dreams n hopes giv us motivation!
n one more thing..sorry tat seldom accompany u n vincent since i hav boy boy..but really thank u guys for being wif me while i m hurt.. haha! every couple can be lovely couple..i can do it..y dont u?! n i noe u doing it better n better now! lolz..
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