Wednesday, May 16, 2007

WOW!

16th May 2oo7, Wednesday...

i thought i was over with it. we've talked things through yesterday night. he was there rationalizing everything to me. and i thought i shouldn't be thinking more than what i should. i should, really should be glad for what i've done. after all, who gets to be 50 years old and still remained as beautiful as ever?

yet, when i woke up this morning, i felt rather insecure. i've spent more than i could ever spent in a night. OMG! that left me with a sense of insecurity. maybe it was a little due to my upbringing. old folks often taught us that money is everything, ex. i need to really study hard to get a really great job and earn some really good money. and i can do nothing without money, just like my mama, she can do nothing the moment dada leave her cause she had no money.

it's not really that serious for my case. no one is leaving me, at least for now. it's just an 'overspending aftermath'. nothing much. i can still save up and get my life going.

on a happy note, my mom is real gorgeous!



2 comments:

Esther Sam said...

yaya...ur dear mom really gorgeous o! dear..wont leave u wan la..unless u forget me la.. hehe! tk gd care ya!

ViNcenT said...

wah....ur mum very pretty leh....next time i wan let my mum that pretty too....