what a day...

13th September 2oo6, Wednesday.

again, i woke up at the wrong side of the bed this morning. i just don't feel right. perhaps, it was because i had too much sleep (well, i slept by 8.30pm the previous night, attempted to wake up in the mid of the darkness and compile my assignment that dues on monday.).

i preferred to be a passenger this morning, while my mom drove all the way to mid valley, stopping in between for breakfast in Lucky Garden, Bangsar. well, i suppressed my tantrums and had a good conversation with my mom. reached MV quite early, waited a long while for sean to come pick me up. well, he's late. my inner devil tells me to shout at him and ignore him when he comes, yet i knew very well that he didn't do it on purpose, what to expect? malaysian traffic! i didn't sound a word along the way to college, i kept my tantrums well, but i know that my expression says it all.

obviously i was late for class, with everyone staring at me while i walked elegantly to the front and grab my seat. had lots of fun cracking jokes with the gang and lecturer. finally, it's 9am, the awards day ceremony starting soon. i grabbed my bag and walked (again, elegantly... u know, wearing high heels...) to the furthest block from my classroom, just to find that my name was not in the list. well, no one to blame, cause i took for granted, never call for RSVP, so they didn't print out my cert. i can still attend, and they'll give me a fake cert to be used for the receiving ceremony, yet, to me, there's no point. i decided to walked back all the way to the classroom, with lil embarassment (u know... lecturer will ask what happen...).

after class, had a session of 'drug-dealing' in kopitiam (haha... nothing illegal, just cigarettes...), went to library, with the intention of completing my assignment. yet, i was so not in the mood, i choose to have a time of binge-ing. curry puff. kaya puff. chocolates. buns. uh uh... lovely.

now that i am in computer lab, i am feeling much more better. obviously food has the healing power for the depressed... (i was supposed to search for infomation, yet, nah~~~ let's surf the net...)