lala...

1st August 2oo6, tuesday...

aikes! i am very very tired now. things are getting worst. first of all, my financial status, i guess i need to declare...

i've been spending too much, but this time i think it's all worth the pay, as i was happy spending money in the shopping mall, as a way to cut down my pressure level and also helped me to throw all the unhappy events to the back of my mind. (at least for a period of time, although it's short.) well, i've spent on all my 4 beloved cousins by buying them nice nice clothes that cost me quite a sum of money. now only i realized those good quality and nice kids clothes can be that damn-y expensive. well, not foregetting also to buy things for myself. although i did not spent rm3000 in a day, although i am unhappy with so little things that i only bought for myself, although er..... the list goes on... i am still quite satisfied. i mean quite. What Do You Expect Oh? ahaha...

secondly, about my study life. obviously there are pressure, and i am becoming a protected animal - D Panda! wee... rushing for assignments due date, worrying about the finals... but i just need to press on, as i know my reward at the end of the day will be abundant. (but for the mean time, i just need to be pratical a bit and look towards the Sunway Trip and my mom-n-girl holiday trip after the finals....) Erhuk!

my life... aikes... in a mess now. but i am certain and determine to say no to the things that do no good to me, and also to prevent history to be brought back to scene. i just need my besties and d married geng's support. i know they do, love all, muaks!